How long will we continue to ignore You, my God? Especially I, though outwardly giving an impression of put-togetherness, inwardly and privately do not run to You as I should.
I worry before I trust. I worry far too long before I trust.
I speak before I bring it to Your feet. I speak far too long before I bring it to Your feet.
I fear before I leap. I take far too many steps in fear before I take bounding leaps of faith.
Even a tiptoe of faith might help, but no. Fear drives me away, holds me shaking - bound to one place rather than into the passionate, unknown of my God, my Mystery, my Love.
-----------------------------------------------------
Lord, I ask that You quiet my heart in this moment.
Push aside what You will so that I may see You in the ways You reveal Yourself to me.
If I am to go, send me.
If I am to stay, steady my feet.
If I am to speak, give me words.
If I am to be quiet, steady my tongue.
Only You know my heart.
